Eh, I lied.

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In a sense I did, although just a touch. I did take some time off and relaxed, I did. Spent a solid hour soaking in my hot tub, playing with my kitties. Even went out last night and got someone to give certain parts of my anatomy a good seeing to. Mmmm, that was definitely needed. It's not the same though... :( But then again the action sorted out at least one part of the problem, so it was worth it.

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So why the journal? I'm writing this to say that I'm not a moron. Something happened that I'm not going to go into too deeply and name names. The players know their parts and the subject is understood by them as well. I don't want to go dragging new people in, because that sucks and no good could ever come from it. But I want it to be known that I. Am. NOT. A. Moron.

I knew what you were doing, but I didn't want to get involved and have the attention turned my way. I don't need that shit, I have more than enough to cope with and I'm sick and tired of having to battle my way through garbage. Only to come out the other side and find, that for all the effort, I've gained a sum total of complete sod, fucking all. I tried to give you an out and hoped that you would take it and run. But it seems to me that the drama gives you such a high that you can't let it go and that is such a shame. If I had the ability, I'd cry for you. You keep saying that "the adults" are doing this to you. Which ones? The internet ones, or the ones in RL that this is really all about? I wonder. You say that they are using you. For what? Their own benefit? I can't see how you can draw that conclusion. You say sorry time and time again, and for a while it's fine. Then like an addict it's time to get your "fix" again and BANG. It's right back to chaos.

You said sorry and yes, that is commendable. But only if you mean it and sadly I don't believe that you do. You're an addict luv. Addicted to the adrenalin rush of speaking and seeing the explosion of pain, hurt feelings and anger that follows in your wake. Heh, I see you. I see the person that you are and no one here can help you. You need help of a completely different variety.

I don't have it in me to listen anymore luv. Just like you don't have it in you to leave the subject alone and get back to your life. The sad fact is that I don't believe that this will impact on you either. Mostly because you're a Troll of a completely different colour. You know exactly what I mean and I hope that anyone who has been caught up in the chaos, will take some time to look at EVERYTHING that she has said and done since day one. Think about it and how she sucks you in, and SEE HER for what she really is! Don't feed the trolls, they say. That includes her. She's getting off on it and needs professional help. I'd like to think that she will, but sadly.... It's okay, I know where I can get a good flack jacket.

Please get help luv, seriously.

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Yep, I'm still sexy. :iconsexyandiknowitplz::iconwigglewiggleyeahplz:

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Umm? What's this about? And you're not a moron, Spyd :o

I know that you are sexy and you always be :love: :huggle: